A year of choices
This blog will show the choices I made in everyday. This isn't some for show thing because the is the decisions I made on how to live, to survive my life. Of course this won't be perfect like its going to be a 364 days update, but I'll try to communicate up to the end. Living to believe, Rau
January 19 2013
Changes are inevitable but exciting.
Life is hard but we can handle.
Don't look back, for a moment.
For a setback, God has prepared a major comeback.
Life is hard but we can handle.
Don't look back, for a moment.
For a setback, God has prepared a major comeback.
January 13 2013
I choose to not give up.
Even when its hard,
Even if its confusing,
Even if it becomes painful.
I will not give up.
"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasingand perfect will. Romans 12:2
January 12 2013
I decided to have a new life. The kind of life that I don't imagine myself.
Discipleship.
Quit Ego-centrism.
Being Humble.
What else? Right now, it's just so hard.
I decided not to go in the prayer meeting a few hours ago because I wasn't feeling good about myself. Yet still, I need to overcome that part of me. I, too, wonder when will this end? When will these crippling thoughts withdraw from me?
Discipleship.
Quit Ego-centrism.
Being Humble.
What else? Right now, it's just so hard.
I decided not to go in the prayer meeting a few hours ago because I wasn't feeling good about myself. Yet still, I need to overcome that part of me. I, too, wonder when will this end? When will these crippling thoughts withdraw from me?
“Even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
This is something I need to grasp for myself. I need not to see the symptoms anymore, I need to see the disease and get some cure of it.
January 11 2013
I'm lost in thoughts.
I'm really pathetic, egocentric.
I don't care what's around me and that's become a problem.
I'm really pathetic, egocentric.
I don't care what's around me and that's become a problem.
January 9 2013
Yesterday, I decided to pursue the His great commission. I don't know. It might be because finding Him, I found this still undone.
He promised me by the 3rd year. And in order to accomplish that, I myself should get moving.
There are four things that I need to keep in mind during the journey and at battle. I got this from the book Finding God in the Land of Narnia by Kurt Bruner and Jim Ware:
1. Perilous Table
2. Heart's Desire
3. Bungled but Blessed
4. Narnia and the North
And today, I decided to work with Him now that He already spoke. There are these persons who are weary and looking for a place to rest. And as a salt, I cannot let the taste given to me be wasted. So by God's grace, I will be able to accomplish the tasks given to me. That by His love I can be able to go "Further up, Further in!"
Praying can change everything. Pressing on to what I believe in the most and placing it in the hands of my God is the best I can do when I think there's nothing else I can offer.
I'm looking forward to lots of events meeting people, talking about their encounters with God - glorifying His name and ministering. :>
It's definitely going to be a year of Life.
He promised me by the 3rd year. And in order to accomplish that, I myself should get moving.
There are four things that I need to keep in mind during the journey and at battle. I got this from the book Finding God in the Land of Narnia by Kurt Bruner and Jim Ware:
1. Perilous Table
2. Heart's Desire
3. Bungled but Blessed
4. Narnia and the North
And today, I decided to work with Him now that He already spoke. There are these persons who are weary and looking for a place to rest. And as a salt, I cannot let the taste given to me be wasted. So by God's grace, I will be able to accomplish the tasks given to me. That by His love I can be able to go "Further up, Further in!"
Praying can change everything. Pressing on to what I believe in the most and placing it in the hands of my God is the best I can do when I think there's nothing else I can offer.
I'm looking forward to lots of events meeting people, talking about their encounters with God - glorifying His name and ministering. :>
It's definitely going to be a year of Life.
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